A Thought

So Here It Is The 11th Of June. 5 Days Before My Surgery On My Sinuses. So I Write This:

Obscured By Clouds
My Life Is Obsuced By Clouds
Not The Bright Fluffy Good Day Clouds
The Low Hanging Dark Clouds
The Fog Clouds That No One Likes

I Cannot See My Dreams Through The Clouds
I Cannot Reach My Hopes In These Clouds
I Walk In The Fog Clouds
I Return To Where I Was Cause Of These Damn Clouds

All I Want Is Past These Clouds
All I Need Is On The Other Side Of The Clouds
Yet As I Stride To Where They Should Be
All There Are Is More Clouds

I Hate Clouds
I Want The Fog To Lift
I Want The Sun To Shine
I Want To Be Happy

I Don't Want To Be In The Clouds
I Want To Feel Better
I Want To Be Better
I Want To Dream
VM-

P.S. To My Friends I Know That Your Scared And Concered About Me. Know This, If I Didn't Think This Would Help I Wouldn't Take The Chance. I Know What Can Happen, I've Weighed The Options, And No One Is More Scared Than I Am. I Want You To Know That I Love You And Understand The Concern.

Disposed of by VMackolov at 12:59:00 AM