Contently Discontented

Well Boys And Girls What Can I Say, I Seem To Be Contently Discontented In My Life. I Seem To Do Pretty Much The Same Stuff Every Week, My House Is A Mess, And I Simply Don't Care Anymore. Maybe It Has To Do With The Feeling That I Was Sold Out By A Company That Sent Me A Congragulations Package For Service. Maybe It's Because My Friends Are Happy With Changes In Thier Lives, Maybe It's Because I'm Not Happy With Mine. As Far As My Life Goes I Try To Be Nice And Funny To Girls, But Nice Guys Do Finish Last. I Spend A Lot Of My Time Anymore Thinking About What It Feels Like To Die, I Don't Know Why. I Can Only Hope That Maybe A Change Of Scenery Or A Drastic Change By Me Will Help. I Just Get So Run Down Every Week When I Hear That People At Work Are Stabbing Me Squarely In The Back. Telling People Things That Only Serve Thier Own Gain. Every Week It Seems That The Same Crap Goes On At Work. I Think I Need To Plan A Paintball Party So That I Can Shoot At Someone. Maybe That Would Help Me Feel Better.

Oh But This Week Has Been Pretty Good. Had Dinner With My Family At My Sisters. Turkey Dinner, Not The Normal Labor Day Fair But Good None The Less. After Dinner We Went Out And looked At Some Stars, Mars And Neptune. It Was Very Peaceful And I Was Happy. My Neice Is Growing Like A Weed, She Is 5 And A Lot Of Fun. Well That's It For This One. Signing Off And Going To Bed.
Disposed of by VMackolov at 1:53:00 AM